U Must Publish
U must publish. Even if U only intend to write to yourself U still must publish.
Do U feel afraid to publish? Good, Chase your Fears.
Start growing your habit of publishing. Even if U haven't finished writing your piece U can communicate vulnerably by publishing your draft.
Publishing your writing will keep U accountable. U will need to either revise your writing or live according to it. In the worst case your writing might suck, in which case play the fool.
After U start publishing enough U will Feel the Groove and U can start to Run with Inspiration.
So go ahead and start today and publish!